While this is only a fairly simple pop song about love, there is something so important about taking responsibility for ones actions. It isn't fun, but it is more adult, and I do sort of pride myself on taking responsibility -- most of the time.
I'm quite frustrated that I missed my window to get to Buffalo, but there truly is no one to blame but myself. I stayed up way too late reading and blogging and finishing making the holiday cards. A few years ago I probably would have managed to wake myself up on only a few hours of sleep (and indeed the bus to Seattle left at really ungodly hours -- there are a few slightly more reasonable times to catch the Greyhound to Buffalo, though the 8 am slot is probably the best). If I had gotten up 15 minutes earlier, I still would have had a shot at the 9:15 bus, but given the poor travel conditions, I might not have made it. I suspect that given I was waiting until the last, last minute to reserve a seat on the bus, at the back of my mind I knew I wasn't going to make it. The weather looks kind of the same for next weekend, but I will make the effort to get out. I think I only have 3 more weeks before the show at the Albright-Knox Museum closes.
So I'll post a couple of pictures of Toronto covered in snow, as I might as well take the opportunity to try to wrap up Christmas shopping this weekend, so I don't feel quite so low and frustrated with myself, even though I have to take the blame for Buffalo. (As I am trying to rationalize last night, I can tell myself that I didn't actually lose any money and I avoided a lot of football traffic, which might have made the border a dicey proposition, even on the bus. But I am only partly succeeding...)
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